I Made It

I am glad I did this. I learned a lot about me. I truly had decided i was maybe destined to look like i did in January. I had been sick in the past with eating disorders and did not want to. So I thought I would just need to be chubby. But, I started thinking about Melissa doing her biggest loser in 2008. I decided I would try. She was and is a great example of keeping the balance and staying healthy. It worked. I am glad. I feel confident and am now going to focus on gaining muscle. Thanks to those who commented. This has been way fun. Sorry I wont be at Park City...but I hope you all will have tons of fun!

Just to check in...

well this may be the last time I check in before the weigh in. I am so grateful for this experince Losing close to 40 (maybe more?) on Friday has been great. I know I am healthy and I know I am in control. I love reaching goals. I started out just wanting to loose 15 and now I feel I have come so far. I am excited to be done with it and to maintain and tone more. I am loving seeing the details in my arms...slowly appear. Now I am in control of so many things...since I am in control of that. it will be fun to see the results on Friday. I know I have been working hard so no regrets no matter what!

Enduring to the end!

I was talking with my friend today...she asked how the wieght loss is going. to be hones I still don't weight myself only 1 a month. That is a good thing for me and helps me to not let myself get obsessive.

I told her I am in it until the end. I am working hard. Sticking to my points. Not much else to do. It is what it is. I am not willing to be unhealthy to try and take the win. If I can get it that would be great...but 250 isnt worth causing other issues.


So any ways that is where I am. I am waking up a busting it daily and that is all I can do.

*I must say for the first time since I got married I am excited to go swimsuit shopping.

Love to be sore

I did a new workout today. I love to be sore. hmmm...other than that I am trying hard. The biggest looser finale was pretty great to see. I have learned about myself. I have learned that I am completely different when I have good workouts. Spencer can tell when I haven't had a good one a few days later without me telling him. I have also learned that logging for me is the key. I think I will do it when I am preg. But I need to figure out points for that.
*Karrilyn how did you find your points for while you were nursing? that would be good for me to figure.

Well I was supposed to get my FHE lesson done and I haven't even started. Back to it...

first thing first

Things are going well. I was just talking to my friend and she was interested in how I have lost the weight. I told her I think it is so important to eat normal. The family dinner meal is like so important and I want to eat similar to my family. So that is random but there it is.

The clubhouse was closed this morning. So we walked around the mall...not a big fan. But- at least we didn't go to bed.

There I was thinking about Karrilyn (hope I spelled her name right) she has done awesome and I was telling my workout buddy..how she has kept nursing. I think that is amazing. I lose my milk so fast. But, I think it is awesome that she puts that bond first. Ne ways...I just had to say that.

Weight loss is a lifestyle change. But, we must remember what comes first.

A Spreadsheet

I made this spreadsheet and found it helpful just to see where I am at and thought you might like to see it too. When looking at the overall it is wonderful to see the work that all of us have put in.

weigh in

I am glad i still lost some. Like I say I am now mostly trying to firm up...but I didnt want to have gained. Yay to all the biggest losers !